The Affleck Affect

I feel like ranting but I don't know at who, exactly. I think I am pissed of at Ben Affleck's nanny. Could she be more obviously in love with him? He's a movie star, I am sure a lot of people have a thing for him. She is the nanny. She had no composure or regard for his family?

My husband has been strutting around all week following this news. Why? Because we have known for awhile that our nanny has a crush on him. I'm pretty sure I'm pissed off at him, although I have no reason to.

We usually have a good relationship, but I don't know why this unnerved me?
Is it because Jennifer Garner is gorgeous?

My husband and I joke around alot.

Last night we were talking and he said. "It's really enough to know that I could 'have' the nanny"
This pissed me off so I said something uncharacteristic. I said, "yeah, all 200 pounds of her"
To which he said, "But she's 22"
I didn't say anything, because I didn't want him to know I was for some reason really mad. So he said again. "Ahhhh 22"

This only made me feel worse about being 44.

Our nanny is my right hand. Many people find my husband attractive. Why am I so unnerved by this? I am a strong, confident woman and my reaction to this is making me hate myself!

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